You were loved

For the times you felt alive, and the sun shone on your face. Your
spirit was strong, and you were in a happy place. In a world where you belonged.
What made you feel you  no longer belonged here. I am sorry for the pain you must have felt, it hurts me to think about it, you left your sorrow in my soul.  This
world is a scary place without you. And it’s so dark and cold. You never had a chance to grow old. Why did you leave us? Where
are you now? You are loved, and you are missed. I will never forget you.Red heart By Joanne

I Did Not Die

♥ Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
…I am the sun on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am the soft stars that shine at night
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there I did not die ♥
This
is what I believe… a thousand winds, rain, snow, butterflies… he
is all around us. Forever.  And so he is in our hearts. Always.Red heart

So Afraid

Written by lindsey buckingham.

I been alone
All the years
So many ways to count the tears
I never change
I never will
I’m so afraid the way I feel

Days when the rain and the sun are gone
Black as night
Agony’s torn at my heart too long
So afraid
Slip and I fall and I die

I been alone
Always down
No one cared to stay around
I never change
I never will
I’m so afraid the way I feel

Days when the rain and the sun are gone
Black as night
Agony’s torn at my heart too long
So afraid
Slip and I fall and I die

Fade Into Oblivion By Joanne


The darkness of the night

Fades into the grey of day Nothing to do nothing to say. Seem to have lost my way. Death is on it’s way I can feel it’s ominous presence, a never ending nightmare. With nowhere to run I am filled with despair. The shadows reach out to me in a comforting embrace.They seem to say take my hand. No more light on my face, vanish from this place. Dark of night, light of moon. Sleep, my beloved brother,  I will see you soon.   The pain is gone, be at peace.  Red heart  Written by Joanne

And you were gone

Ralph and Mark, 1960's

I turned around and you were gone. And as I watched the
world turn cold, I grew old. In a world devoid of you.I never watch the
sun rise  but I see it set.There are so many endings, and no beginnings,
no second chances. I hear my brother call, but I haven’t seen him yet. I
sense he is here,  at times but I know he is gone. To the land of the
dead. The shadows have gotten long. The sadness I feel is always
there.  If only I knew he

was ok, walking down some pathway. Then I
could smile and say goodbye.Till we meet again, Mark, on the other
side.. Written by Joanne